I want to commit suicide. Will I go to hell? I suffer from a brain tumour and because of it I have seizures. Stress triggers my seizures and makes my headaches worse. I am in a marriage where I have two children but my husband expects me to do everything. I am constantly made to feel unworthy. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to end my life! I know that it is Haram to commit suicide, but I am really depressed and I really feel like I have nobody to turn to. I have been praying but I don’t think it is going to help me. Will Allah have mercy on me based on my circumstances if I end my life?