Can I Commit Suicide?

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Question:
I want to commit suicide. Will I go to hell? I suffer from a brain tumour and because of it I have seizures. Stress triggers my seizures and makes my headaches worse. I am in a marriage where I have two children but my husband expects me to do everything. I am constantly made to feel unworthy. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to end my life! I know that it is Haram to commit suicide, but I am really depressed and I really feel like I have nobody to turn to. I have been praying but I don’t think it is going to help me. Will Allah have mercy on me based on my circumstances if I end my life?

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Overcoming the Habit of Sin

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Question:
As-salaamu ‘alaykum. I can’t keep myself away from sins. I keep trying but I can’t control myself from sins permanently. Sometimes I can refrain from sins for 10 days and maximum 2 months. How can I control this? I make sincere Taubah regularly but after sometime I am again in this hole. Please advise me on a way out of this as it has already become my addiction and I want to get rid myself of my sinful habits. Awaiting your answer. Jazakallah Khayr

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Intentions to Enter the Path of Tasawwuf and Sulook

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Question:

I am interested in taking Bay’ah to a Shaikh but cannot find any Shaikh in my area. I commit a sin and repent and repeat the sin again. How can I change my situation? I feel ashamed. Outwardly, I pray and wear Sunnah clothing but commit the same sin again and again. I would like to take Bay’ah in the Chisti Tariqah and reform myself, but its difficult for me to find a Shaikh in my area. Can Mufti Saheb advise?

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